Re: I feel like the Universe is playing a cruel joke on me
Thank you for your response.
I do know---and have known for a long time---that I belong in a city environment. Living where we are now has only reinforced to me that city life is for me.
As for Karma---on a daily basis, I make an effort to put out good Karma.
As for meditation---I do still occasionally do it. However, as I said in my original post, I've been burned as bad entities have intruded and given me false messages. I now ask the Archangel Michael to protect my sessions and make sure that only those that I invite in come into my "office".
For my own peace of mind, I would like to know the reason I'm being kept here. A few years ago, a medium told me that there is someone here who needs me and that I may or may not realize it when I encounter this person. Once I help him/her, I will be able to move.
Still, I know in my mind and in my gut that moving is the answer. Living here has affected both my mental and physical health, as I work to fight off situational depression. I know it's situational because when I do visit my favorite city, my mood brightens considerably.