Smiley, I completely understand your frustration and pain. I have had fleeting thoughts about suicide myself. However, it simply is NOT worth it to take your own life over something as small as this. Yes odors can be offensive but look at the whole picture and how amazing we are as human beings! Anyone who is joining a forum like this because they want to heal themselves are good people. We are probably more sympathetic than most too. The first thing I'm going to do when I beat this is try to help everyone else who suffers from this terrible situation. Hang in there Smiley and keep searching!