Re: Adrenal Fatigue and liver flush?

Thanks for your replay, especially that you used Remeron, too.

I tried to reduce both (separatly) Remeron and Lexapro. Without Remeron I couldn't sleep at all even that sleep with it is so bad (my natural sleep is gone). But I could try again, it's easier than stopping Lexapro, still.
With Lexapro is more complicated thant that (if it's possible). I started very slow and seemed to be ok. After about 1.5 months I was taking half the dose (the dose is 10mg). And anxiety started very very strong. The doctor said to come back to 1 pill and after that I had some strange reactions (I was on the street and couldn't remember tha last 5-10 min. That happend twice in the same day).
When I started Lex (5 years ago) it was a horrible experience but my energy was so low (I was mostly dead) that I was told to keep on. Finnaly my body got used to it, saddly.
My mind was racing before drogs. I could not sleep and think all the time what to do to save myself. I think this happend because I tried to cure my anxiety by psichoteray (4 years). That long thinking process moved all my body sensations into my head. I was analysing non-stop what happend in my life and why. I am not very far right now.
The therapy instead of reinforcing what was good in me put the focus on my problems and made them bigger.
Also, instead of respecting that anxiety I tried constantly (directed by therapist) to go beyond that fear. That put me in constant general anxiety (because I broke my own bounderies). And than AF started badly. I can't calm myself, can't secure myself.
Also I'm desperate because I did such a big mistake with my life (I constantly abandoned myself in the favor of others) and now I can't find the way back to my own self. I don't enjoy anythink and anybody. I feel hopeless.
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