Trust 2009, You are a waste of my time, try Rhino Horn Powder from the Chinese, ye gods.
The time that you've spent reading trash you could have healed yourself but you prefer trashing the very people that are trying to help you.
I could find a thousand video's on Youtube that do nothing but come out with weirdo crap that you post but I will tell you something, "it won't heal you". It's what you have chosen to do, not logical at all mate.
You know how you got infected, that is the pathway to reverse your sickness, you wake up OK?