AF, Hashimoto's, estrogen dominance and 15 years of SSRIs. Is there any hope for recovery?

I'm feeling even more bleak since reading this thread: //www.curezone.org/forums/am.asp?i=1668689


I've been on SSRIs for 15 years, and levothyroxine for around a decade. I probably have metal poisoning.

I am 30 but my health is rapidly deteriorating. For an entire week now I've been almost permanently dizzy, vertigo spells every couple of minutes, weak, jittery, cold, fatigued, stiff joints, headache, hair falling out in hand fulls (which I didn;t think was possible as I've not got much hair left). I have a goiter (fairly small but big enough to obstruct my breathing and swallowing, and I can always feel it there like a choking bloating pressure), and the skin on my body is that of someone at least twice my age. My liver is faltering, as are my kidneys. My pancreas is near dead. My moods have gone crazy. My anxiety id through the roof. I'm losing the abiklity to type, write, speak and think coherently. The stress of all this is further taxing my adrenals.

I don't know if my GP/PCP or endo will prescribe HC. They seem to believe levothyroxine is the only answer. Even if they were to rx HC, I'm terrified of the side effects.

I am fast thinking suicide would be my only option.
Unless the Addison's strikes me down before I get the opportunity. I want to recover, not die. But if I cannot recover then I cannot go on existing like this. I have no semblance of a life any more, and if it can only get worse then it is pointless going on.

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