I should have written in my first post what has been helping and healing me.
Along with NB, this is something that is the oldest and cheapest remedy in the world.. I've been meditating for the last 4 months on these selected scriptures in the Amplified Bible: Psalm 91, 23 and Romans 8:28-39. Add to that a couple companion books that helped me tremendously: "The Search for Significance" , and "Father Hunger" both by Robert S. McGee. I also like to watch Joyce Meyer.
"There is no fear in love (dread does not exist), but full-grown (complete,perfect) love turns fear out of doors and expels every trace of terror! For fear brings with it the thought of punishment, and (so) he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love (is not yet grown into love's complete perfection). 1 John 4:18 "For I cried to Him and He answered me! He freed me from all my fears" Psalm 34:4