I feel cursed too. Its like if life can get worse it will. I dont know what to do. This is a hard thing to accept. I see so many strong people going through this and I just wonder why cant I be as strong as them? They are going out there and living life and I can barely get to the store once a month. Then when I do go this happens. I know I had been on a drinking binge but any normal person wouldnt have smelled after a drinking binge. At least not enough to get reactions. I dont know. I just wish there was someone in my area that I could talk to face to face. I feel so alone with this.