Re: People tried to make me think I was crazy but I really do smell

 One doctor told me that I need a psychiatrist because she can't smell anything from me. That very moment I realized, there goes my money again. Not even a hint of help. Also, I have a friend who always tells me that I don't smell. We tried to go in different places on different angles so she could smell me but still none. And of course, there are those people who never give a rat's ass about your feelings because you smell and they hate it. But you cannot blame them. In the first place, they're the ones who gave you hints that there is something wrong with you. However, when things get out of control - that is when I'm really angry because they don't know what I'm dealing with and still they react as if you're an abomination to the world - I come closer and closer to them to irritate them more. It's like saying to them , "You don't like what you smell? Well, deal with it because I do." And then you walk away still feeling desperate to remove whatever is inside you; frustrated that you cannot smell yourself and you don't have a clue on what is really going on within you. The thing is you either choose to be sad or be happy indifferent about it. But remember, anxiety can make it worse so you don't really have a choice. You must not let it come to your head or else, you'll soon see a shrink. You might be an atheist, agnostic, or into religion except Christian but I still want to tell you this, I believe that God has His reason.

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