People tried to make me think I was crazy but I really do smell

For the longest time people tried to make me think I was crazy. That it was all in my head. But I've come to realize I really do smell. I remember a time when my nephews and neice use to make fun of me. They would make fart noises whenever I would come downstairs. I thought it was nothing. I thought it was the suppliments I was taking and stopped taking them. THings got much better and I stopped getting reactions from them. But then I went out the other day. I had been on a drinking binge for around 2 wks and I went to the food store.

WHen I first walked in a lady walked past me and say woo. The thing is other people walked past me and didnt do a thing. Then I went to the premade food section and a guy I walked by coughed. He just coughed once but he coughed none the less.

I kinda knew all along something was wrong but didnt know if it was all in my head or not,. Now I know. I think drinking makes it worst. I just need some support. Just finding this out really puts a damper on things. I dont know if I could live smelling bad. I use to smell good. I use to go out and people would compliment me on the way I smelled.

Then when I turned 22 things changed for me. It started out with my family but I forgot about it. I held onto the belief that I didnt smell and it was all in my head but now I knwo its not. I dont know what to do. I've been away from people for 6 yrs and i dont have any want to be around them now that I know I smell. I just want to be alone and die. How do you deal with it? How do you make it smelling bad? How can you face people this way?