Re: People tried to make me think I was crazy but I really do smell

Hey there if the lady said woo she might have smelled the alcohol on your breath and not necessarily Body Odor . I don't know how I continue going on. The people at work comments usually every day whats that smell wheres it coming from? Like they know it's from me but they make those comments. Even when I have freaking antiperspirant powder on my genitals i still get comments. some ppl are so judgmental about it. One girl walked by me in highschool and said why does that girl always smell like that. They act like I choose to smell like that. If I am a social outcast and i have to live with the embarassment wouldnt i try everything not to smell. if it was as simple as taking a shower i would take 10 a day. Sometimes im just so angry at most people. I face ppl cuz i need to go out and make a living you know and ppl are nice yo your face and talk shit behind your back and at the end of the day im totally alone. There are a few goodhearted people ive met that are nice though to me and they dont mention the smell. its weird too cuz i dont even smell it. i have tried probbaly about 100 different products over the last few years and nothing works. I went to numerous docotrs and they either dont say i smell or run a few basic tests for infections and stuff and those are normal so they say they dont know what to do. I've been waiting to see an endrocrinolgist for 2 months now and i doubt theyll even be able to find anything or help with it. I want to get tested for tmau. I try to be brave and think of the next possible cure when its getting really bad and just keep myself deluded in the hope it will get better and ill find a cure someday. Soemties i wonder why was i given this pain in the ass smell, it might have been for my benefit to bring me more down to earth i dont know. I just dont know why ppl had to act the way they did about it. Sometimes i wish i could give them the odor condition for just 1 week the ppl who ae talking shit about it and see if they can handle it or just get them to udnerstand all the shit ive tried that hasnt worked. I ordered a few more products that ill try out and tohugh they might be dangerous i still hod out some hope.