I will keep you guys posted, it is nice to have some support.
I called the hospital today to try to get my surgery cancelled, but she didn't want to cancel it, she wanted me to go see a doctor before, so i made the right decision. That's retarded, I can't decide for myself. Anyway, I will go see the doctor and tell him that I still don't want the operation.
BTW. Are there any good articles i can bring to show the doctor when i go to the hospital, I thought about buying Brownsteins book, but I don't really want to spend that much money one something for a guy that's probably not gonna read it.