Your mother will hate you for telling people what he did to you???? I'm sorry but---that is so wrong on so many levels! Your mother should be looking out for you. No, not everybody goes through a rape! Good grief! Am I understanding this correctly? If so, I can't stop shaking my head!
If you are unable to call the RAINN hotline from Canada (I'm not sure if you can), at least look at their website for help: