Re: does god hate me

J.T was a girl i was jealous of
the person who hurt me hurt her to
i was 5 when it started
around eight when he hurt my cousin
then a couple months later he hurt J.T

we moved because we got ostracized from the neighborhood
he learned never to touch girls outside the family

i live in Canada i was born and raised here
he was born in Jamaica moved to Canada when he was two

so when he was deported my mom and step-dad was sad
we are not aloud to tell anyone or the people will kill him
my mom said

while he hurts little girls
my mom told me everyone goes through it and not to think about it
i haven't told anyone but my close friend
when the little girl stopped talking

they told me to tell people but if i do my mother might hate me forever
and would blame herself or me

i tried talking with my older sister about it but she doesn't want to remember the past
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