Re: I thought I was healing...but NO!
hi I know how it feel to breakup with someone who you thought you would spend the rest of your life with, it's so hard but you have to try to get over it or you will drown yourself in misery that is how I been feeling lately, and everyday I tell myself I have to keep going I do agree the beach and water really helps clear your mind, I know for a fact that it's hard I had been so stressed out that I been having periods last for 28days and im trying to clear my head cause I had get my body back together or I would stay in misery, don't let it take you to that point we only have one life to live, even though it's hard alot of times but I think like why waste my time thinking about someone who anit thinking about me, or even care about my feelings cause if so that person would still be here. I don't mean to come off alil harsh cause thats not what im trying to do, but I have to be real with you, don't waste your time thinking about the past we can't change yesturday we can only look forward to tomorrow. Will it be easy to just do that NO but it will take time to heal from that hurt that your going through, as for your mother I know that has to hurt to know that those bad disgusting people did such horrible things to her, but if she can forgive them than so can you, if you just say im gonna forgive them for what they did and move on trust me that will feel awhole lot better and karma is something else they will get theres thats if they did'nt already. We only have one life and thats what I keep telling myself, that I to move on and trust that God will bring me someone who will stay with me forever and not leave me. Stress will cause the body to do things that you never thought would happen so try so many relaxing things like music, and warm baths with candles, try reading your Bible and Pray real hard everyday. I know it's easier said than done but if you keep putting positive things in your head positive things will happen, if you think negative every secound than thats whats gonna happen, and im saying all of these things to you cause this is what I tell myself everyday. I try to think this so that no more periods will come for long times and the headaches will stop also Stress will keep those things from happening. I truly wish you the best of Luck I really do, cause WE can get pass the hurt, pain and misery. Hopefully oneday the sun will shine on us everyday. Goodluck and may God give You Lots Of Peace.