Re: Social Anxiety/Trouble connecting with people
It sounds like this is the cause. I have had relationships that screwed me up for years to come. Did this relationship feel like you were the one giving more and she was causing unneccessary drama and difficulty? Did she cheat on you?
Moving in and living with someone definitely entwines you on a deep level and exposes your energy field to great manipulation... was this girl into weird things? did she do drugs? did she Smoke marijuana? Do you?
Was she a party girl/pretty girl type who was really popular but not such a great person inside?
There are many architypes and karmic dances that go on in the unconscious and it sounds like you got the sh*t end of the stick with this one. When sexua| energy connects people it opens up this unconsious dance like pandora's box.
You can try having a meditation and call upon your ancestors to help you forgive the karma between you and her and her mother, unentangle and retrieve all that you've lost and give back all that you took on.
These symptoms:
"Digestive issues(backed up), weight loss, hair loss, sleep problems, muscle loss, cold body temp, etc, etc. I have them all."
Sounds like your digestive energy system and sexua| energy system have been shut down or reversed due to a spell or curse. Of course there are physical causes as well in case anyone reading this thinks I am totally nuts. But the social anxiety is the cue as it involves your sexua| energy flow "warm fuzzy feeling with people" for example. Are your orgasms weaker after this breakup? How have you been emotionally? any depression? I have the contacts of a few great psychic healers. Let me know if you are interested.