[[[ And what about ask and you receive?
Try it. ]]]
I have trust2009, all I questioned was putting the cart before the horse.
In other words firstly getting to know the significance of what one learns, then commit oneself to that what one has learnt by opening ones door and allow the Holy Spirit in.
After which:
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."
In that way I was fully committed to my beliefs without backtracking over all that I read and came to believe, and subsequently feel Gods presence within me.
That's the trail of events that I personally made to find God.