Re: I need to vent.

Ha ha. Well, BBQ you have certainly become morbid. That link that I sent you about carbon monoxide poisoning and Edgar Allen Poe was not made by accident. I felt that your words and feelings mirrored his writing. Anyhow, I think you are an incredible writer and I hope that you are at least keeping a journal.

As far as the oil goes, how hard is it to get him to use coconut oil? It's super tasty in curry. He could at least do it out of respect for you.

And I think it's wonderful that you are seeing a shrink that respects you. Someone like that could be a major asset at this point. I have to say that whenever I go to see my doctor I end up feeling better and more hopeful simply because she respects me and I her.

She gave me a pap smear yesterday, poked around a bit and then pulled out the speculum (this is gonna get graphic) with vaginal fluid and put it on a slide like a mad scientist. All the while I was thinking about what an awesome job she has. I told her that and she agreed. She said, "I'm very lucky. I get to play detective all day.". We laughed. I almost asked her if she would let me look at the slide through the microscope but I contained myself. I think she would have though. She said I had very little yeast, which I was surprised about, but a whole party of bacteria. She asked if I had ever put yogurt up there. Well, of course I have because that's a home remedy for killing yeast. Anyhow, she thought maybe I was just full of good bacteria.

Ha ha Scotty, do you mind me talking about my vagina with you on a public forum? Ha ha! Tweet