Re: I am so afraid, please help !
"And the funny part is, I know that I need to be very diligent with my diet, cleanse..etc...but the problem is that I have this super intense FEAR that no matter what I do, the
Acne will never ever go away ! That is what is bothering me...trying to muster up the courage to TRUST that I can actually heal from this."
You have to change your way of thinking. It's not going to HELP ANYTHING thinking negatively about your situation. On the other hand, thinking that you WILL HEAL will help.
"I am afraid that my boyfriend will think I'm disgusting and want nothing to do with me"
If he thought that he would have left...which wouldn't be worth YOUR time anyway.
On to healing. Continue with the raw diet.
Liver Flushes along with probiotics will definably be the key player here. I like ACV to soften stones before a flush. Take 2 TBSP at least a week in advance. You also need to do have your doctor order this test:
http://www.metametrix.com/test-menu/profiles/gastrointestinal-function/dna-st...
to see what your gut environment is like and treat accordingly. You will also need to take this to rebuild your nervous system from all the stress:
http://www.greatestherbsonearth.com/nsp/chinese_stress_relief.htm
STOP THE PILLS, YOUR MAKING YOUR SITUATION WORSE. You just need to detox your body and rebuild with good stuff.