Am I going crazy? I am at wits end here!

Okay so after three years of having this problem I found myself second guessing everything that has happened to me in this timeframe and starting to wonder if I am imagining it.

I went to my psychiatrist yesterday and she told me that the EEGs came back to normal. During the session I became annoyed and walked out of the office. She called my sister and told her that I am having delusions of this Body Odor problem and that I left her office because I was bothered that she could smell me.

In reality I left because she went through my psych files from the past and told me that I was once on an antidepressant. The antidepressant was respiradol and I was on it for a couple days. I was shook up because I knew of people that took this drug and started lactating. She told her that I was not emitting an odor and was suffering from severe delusions. She called my mobile and my sister and recommended that I go to the psychiatric emergency room and that she would send someone to my home to see if I was okay.

Like I do not get it, its like whenever I go to a medical office and complain about this odor it is not there but when I go to work, school, shopping, etc it is there! Like I just dont get it. I know my diet is poor and I am currently trying to ween my self onto a juice fast but I am just getting so frustrated with this problem I do not know what to do. A part of me just wants to go to the emergency room anyway. Like at this point I do not even care about the odor problem, I am willing to take the drugs to just numb myself out.

I hate this situation. I wish I had someone to talk to who was not trying to put me in the pharmaceutical companies pocket :(