We're gonna help you with that as much as we can sweetie!
I've got a reply window open to you but it seems like life keeps pulling me away from it lol, meaning my husband has spent most of the day at home and as soon as I get really into writing he'll come in and have to say something to me. I'm sure you know how that is don't ya?
You can change things Anne. Don't know if you realize this or not but you've got a will of IRON to have overcome all the obstacles in your life so far and still be sane and standing. It ain't gonna be easy girl but it is a fight WORTH fighting. Not only for yourself but for you husband and daughter.
I'll get that reply posted sometime tonight. Glad to see you're trying to laugh a little, there's only so much crying we can do.