done

Yes I am active duty.

I don’t know, I just want to stop it all.
I wish ii could just go back and take all this away.
You say I am a brave man, but I don’t fell like it.
I am just so sick of all this,
I am so sick of the bull shit involved
I am sick of the police asking the same questions over and over.
I sick of waking up in the middle of the night clinging to my covers.
The dam maggots wont get out of my dreams.
But most of all I am sick of now matter how hard I try, people see through me
They know something is wrong, and they always want to ask questions.
Why won’t everyone leave me the hell alone?

I just want to live a normal life.
I can’t do that when people keep pushing me.
I CAN’T TAKE IT!!!!!!

The world has become so fixated on reality TV, they believe that
If someone is going through a hard time it’s there business too.

I was doing better until everyone started asking me questions.
Police I can understand to an extent, but for god sake not everyone..

i cant deal with evreyone i see on a day to day basis
looking at me the way they do