Re: in the media
That's great that you're thinking about going to the victim's advocate. It'll be easier, at first, to make an anonymous phone call to Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network (RAINN).
"National Sexual Assault Hotline | 1.800.656.HOPE | Free. Confidential. 24/7."
You need to talk to someone. You need a lifeline. Please call them. Get started on the Rescue Remedy. Take it as often as you need it. It is good stuff and it works. It helped my daughter get over her extreme fear of thunderstorms. Before Rescue Remedy, faint rumbles of thunder in the distance would set off a really bad panic attack. A thunder storm would make her hysterical. Now faint rumbles don't bother her and loud thuder storms are easily tolerated with a Rescue Remedy pastille. It also helps her with those adolescent meltdowns. It calms her down quickly.
Go to the bach flower remedy site I posted in the previous message. I'll look through the remedies too, and make a list of 3-4 remedies that would be helpful to you right now and repost.
Read up on the EFT process at emofree.com. It'll help too. We're all thinking of you. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
((HUGS))