Re: Worrying developments, kids included

be careful. mine got closer also to the point of checking my email blogs etc. i am gueesing / hope athena e is not your name. watch out check for keyloggers and do alternative virus scan if you can.

do you consider go into counseling for youself? saying or pretending that you are doing it for your own anxiety? even as you say you are better with that, it seems like your situation would make anyone anxious! i had only wish i went to counseling.

my ex is an alcohlic and i hadnt also known he was on oxycodone again. in the past i had 2 protection orders as he turned violent. also left his son (from old marriage) alsone at a store and was gone all night not knowing what he did. but i am the one to cause him to 'lose his son' last time, (he has him back now, sons mom has hard time, bad area, or likes her freedom) and this time was much worse, he emotionally abused me until i was in hospital, was horrible and tried to get my ex to take mine from me. i had never been in a hospital for mental ilness before, though he has and is also bipolar. but lied and said he never had it. he thought he could bs his way and it is not working, but bad on everyone especially the kids. now a huge custoday battle is on over 6 months now. i had gone away for a weekend and asked him to consider sobering up after he would not let up tring to fight with me constantly, and when i got home had 2 hours of threats before i barely got out of my house, him screaming i will die ungrateful in front of the kids. ugh.

i am going to al alnon and counseling again now. my health is also horrible, checking stuff out o that too. wanting everything back to normal or better yesterday is my biggest problem, lol.

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