Re: Please help me figure out what to do

Hi,

Thanks for the response. I don't drink alcohol or caffeine. The ONLY liquids I take in are water and sometimes herbal tea, but it's almost always just water. I don't smoke and never have, legal or illegal stuff.

I can't get anymore sleep or do a fast right now because I'm nursing an infant. That is wearing me out big time. I feel like a milk machine most days between nursing and pumping. Rest simply isn't the schedule right now and that contributes quite a bit to being unable to recharge. I'm getting about 2-4 hours a sleep a night with some nights of zero hours. It's hard as I don't have family or in-laws to turn to for help. My neighbor said she would help but she says "no" when I actually have tried reaching out.

I am afraid of trying to build a network of support because I am extremely vulnerable. Another betrayal or stab in the back would be the end of me, for sure. I was just recently betrayed by someone that it took me six years to open up to. Maybe it would be easier with someone over the net. Thanks for your offer to listen. I do appreciate it.


What is CalMag Fizz? I have been taking Emergen-C every now and again when I feel like I'm going to just pass out from exhaustion. I am willing to try anything at this point and am considering weaning my baby (a VERY hard choice) because I'm truly at the end of my rope. I did a temporary wean a few weeks ago to do the Master Cleanse, but I need something more than that right now.

Thanks for responding and listening. It means so much to me.