thank you for your time in writing me back. those words really helped me, thanks so much for being someone who cares. today i feel pretty beat down, but i know that it will get better, right now i am trying to learn that no matter what I will be ok. thats such a hard concept, bc of my abandonment issues, but i know that i have been through hell and back so therefore i am strong and know that i can get through anything, certain days just can be rough, but i know that i will make it and good people like you, just make it that more so.