I wouldn't be so self righteous if I were you. Even Christ had his doubts and felt abandoned by God. But of course you're far above Christ in your deeply rooted faith. This kind of arrogance and stupidity draws no converts - trust me.
Wait until you and your family are facing death and destruction before you tell us all how superior and strong your faith is. You hypocritical talk out of your ass christians (with a small c) are not part of the solution for ANYTHING except enabling the satanic ruling elite intent on destroying God's earth and people.