Ah, I understand. You are in similar circumstances to anyone who is facing something serious ... in those situations, you do not take time off for the holidays, you just forge ahead.
You CAN get rid of this issue, and lead a much healther life as a result. You need to combine Miracle-Mineral-Supplement with a LOT of pure water, and a more alkalizing diet as you move ahead.
You don't ever need to feel sorry for writing genuine posts on this forum ... write as much as you need to be understood or to express yourself.
One question: how much, and what exactly, are you drinking per day?