Re: Why not cut back

Because I CANT enjoy the holidays with this condition. Whatever the hell is on my tongue and coming from my underarms (bacteria, fungus), has caused chronic bad breath and Body Odor for the past decade of my life and I have lost several groups of friends and the social distancing because of these conditions has severely impacted my life. People don't talk to me or want to be with me at parties because of this; they think I'm dirty, and don't take care of my hygiene, when I guarantee than I am more meticulous than anyone there!
I continuously get comments where I work about this condition, and I'm sure there are rumors flying around (like there have been everywhere else I've worked) that I'm the "dirty" person who doesn't take care of himself.
I was tortured as a child because of this and since high school kids aren't exactly the most understanding group in the world, I was basically a pariah and missed out on a lot of significant parts of my childhood. Even my family members sometimes seem to be embarrassed to be associated with me!
So to be honest, the holidays don't hold a lot of significance for me anymore - its actually a time that I dread, so missing out on them could actually end up being a good thing...all I can do now is wait and hope that the Miracle-Mineral-Supplement lives up to its name..sorry for the long story, frustration frequently leads to venting Tweet