Re: A Difficut Decision

Owen, thank you for answering. I love your answers. I would love to talke to you for awhile. I am at work and don't have time to respond in depth, but please do not judge my love for Ronnie, or him. He was not and is not a violent person. He is married, and the marriage is stable. I was horrified to find him in that condtion, and I mangaed to talk him in to getting off all but one of the drugs (Wellbutrin). As soon as he stopped taking them, he stopped writing to me, so I don't know how he is doing now. After 40 years my love for him is as strong as it ever was, at least in my heart. I have no idea what would happen if were were face to face. Maybe the in love thing would not be there, but the heart part would be. He was the love of my life and I don't care what a mess he is or was. (And when we first started writing, he was a mess...before I found out what was going on, I actually thought he was gay....) If God spared me from him, he did not spare me from others far worse then him....

I love watermelon. They did not have any at the organic store I shop at, but I will get some somewhere else. I actaully drank my urine this morning. And I am already taking Aurvedic herbs from India from an Aurvedic herbalist. And a green drink the cayenne (just started the cayenne yesterday) I have not been in antibiotics for years...just ten days or so. I do try to stay away from drugs.

The doctor gave me Proced, but I have not taken it. Tweet