Rudi I'm wondering what it is you saw or experienced that leads you to believe there is a lesser God. There is only one God isn't there, and anything less would not be God right? Out of all the NDE's I've read about, yours is the only one that has a lesser God, or a God with an ego or lesser demension of God. Even the NDE's I've read about with the librarian had a loving librarian. I don't understand how God could have double standards, since our egos are stripped away in the tunnel or other means, and God keeps one. What would be the point in God having an ego since love "is not self-seeking"? I believe God is beyond an ego, since it's an illusion and implies seperation, which doesn't exist in God. If it wasn't God you experienced with this lesser God, why would God allow one being to keep their ego, what purpose would it serve? Could it be what you experienced was a reflection of the current you before you had your ego stripped away?
Sorry for all the questions, I just don't understand.