My post was not intended to cause you to defend yourself.My points were made with the best of intentions. When a person integrates deep spiritual practices with their healing arts they are by definition become spiritual healers.Unfortunately many people do not choose to study with a person with more experience and often resort to reading books to gain their knowledge.What a master spiritualist can do is to educate us on which doors are better left unopened and how to approach other situations that seem to be benign on a superficial level.We do not know everything about the world unseen and there can definitely be found malignant energies out there that emanate from various sources.Especially in the area of spirituality we must learn to walk before we run or else we can bump into things that will cause us great emotional physical and spiritual harm.I agree that you may want to consult an exorcist since the changes and suggestions from the voices were too abrupt and too blasphemous to come from any benign or helpful source.