My post was not intended to cause you to defend yourself.My points were made with the best of intentions. When a person integrates deep spiritual practices with their healing arts they are by definition become spiritual healers.Unfortunately many people do not choose to study with a person with more experience and often resort to reading books to gain their knowledge.What a master spiritualist can do is to educate us on which doors are better left unopened and how to approach other situations that seem to be benign on a superficial level.We do not know everything about the world unseen and there can definitely be found malignant energies out there that emanate from various sources.Especially in the area of spirituality we must learn to walk before we run or else we can bump into things that will cause us great emotional physical and spiritual harm.I agree that you may want to consult an exorcist since the changes and suggestions from the voices were too abrupt and too blasphemous to come from any benign or helpful source.

Please contact bob larson as soon as possible. You did not know fully what you were opening yourself to. Plan the contact with Bob Larson, (get a loan to get there if you have to) and dont let anything get in the way of getting you to see him. Once you are free you will be able to live your life as you were surposed to and fulfill Gods purpose in your life. At the moment you are unable to continue with all the good you have been recognised for in the past.
I will pray for you.

Many years ago one young man came to my door looking for a room to rent. (I used to rent rooms to students) I could see an 'entity' sitting on his shoulders, weighing him down, the young man spoke sadly of how he found it hard to make friends and how people shyed away from him. He said that he was a good honest person who worked hard, but just couldnt get ahead.

I knew what was happening but the 'entity' hissed at me to say not a word else my home would be affected too. In my cowardliness and shock I said nothing and I have prayed for that young man ever since. Even if I had given him a bible and written an address of a church on a piece of paper, I know my family would have been attacked.

Also a man I ran into worked at a Funeral Home and said that at many funerals he saw entities come and get on the backs of grieving ppl.........I think they must have left the deceased and found a new host.....

Anyway, Please know this isnt YOU, that it is something that has no right to attach itself to you and you just need someone specially gifted with the Holy Spirit of God to send these entities to where they belong and 'set you free'. Hold a bible close and sing christmas carols if you can (easy words to remember) or hymns if you know any. Any distruptions - sing them louder and even more joyfully.
To quote a biblical text: Be not full of fear and tribulation - for I (Christ) have overcome the world.............

get to Bob Larson...............pick up the phone now...............

freeman