How Do We Find Wholeness?

She told me she has very few friends. That others don't understand her and that she feels she is on a level that is different from most people. That state we know as separation. Just as the cancer is a state of 'splitting' apart or separation. A disconnect. The mind in disconnect may influence the body.

I believe the deepest pain we experience is the separation from our Creator. The feeling of abandonment which may manifest as a feeling of victimhood. Being kicked out of that holy state. The Death Urge can simply be a desire to 'go home' and so the DU lurks in the subconscious and the passion for life and living is damaged and slowly eats us up.

Dying is easy to do. Existing in a state of passion is a different sort of challenge. Many thoughts are swirling for me here since I believe in Karma as a paradoxical state. A state of contradiction and not confusion. Can we be in something and outside of it at the same time? That is the paradox. Is Karma fate? or is it maleable? fluid? For me the answer is Yes. There is no contradiction.

A steak? here is how the polarity has further extended itself into this scenario. Her husband who has travelled to many spiritual destinations and is erudite in all manner of higher spiritual learning and has been a vegan for many years himself has now become a full blown alcoholic!!! Now he has polarized himself into the extreme opposite of his fanatical wife. It's almost a soap opera. Talk about extremes. This is a real story unfolding before my own eyes. But it is an example of a disconnected state. When we are unplugged from our True Self we can become unglued. The problem is a false identification with shallow values and where the mask takes on more importance than is warranted.

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