Commitment...a fine word!
Well done, Pb!
Oddly, I kind of forgot about it, in the sense that I had no need to 'try'...although the date September 28th did come to mind many times.
I didn't do the 'Pollyanna' thing, either...but I found myself automatically looking at what was 'better', and aiming for it.
And I was tested quite a few times, with toothaches, for example, and other sources of worry.
As fast as the tests came, a solution always followed, without even thinking about it.
I also found myself facing questions and situations of long standing, and soon coming up with good ideas to get past obstacles...and acting on them. Sometimes I found myself doing better without even planning for it.
I had decided quite a while ago that it is better to spend my energies on what I am 'for', rather than what I am 'against'. Now I am certain that this attitude is permanent.
It feels very nice.
Thanks for being with me, you helped in ways I hadn't thought of before.
My best,
Fledgling