>>>Wow, just wanted to thank you for your willingness to "reach out" with your own history. You're an example many could follow :)<<<<

Your welcome, I feel the pain of people suffering with eating disorders now that ive been through it. It seemed like a battle that wasnt going to ever end. Thank you God for sparing me, cause i was on my way to death.

Im wondering how much mercury is in your system, the reason that i ask is because there are so many people that fast and dont have the problems after they fast. In retrospect, i beleive that when i fasted that i began to let loose the mercury that was stored in my system ( which i have a lot) when that happend it caused all sorts of problems such as blood Sugar problems and weak digestion. That was the beginning of the eating disorder. One way you can find out if you have a lot of mercury is by finding out if your mother has had a lot of fillings, and also are you the first born? did your mother have any emotional trauma while caring you. do you have a lot of fillings, and how old are you. There is a time period ( i think in the eighties) that they really amped up the vaccinations and of course there is a lot of mercury in vaccines.

One other thing that i rely on is turmeric. Turmeric really seems to put my mind at ease and calms me so i dont have an urges to binge. It helps me with digsestion and really really helps put me in a better mood. The name for turmeric in chinese is "Golden for depression" Just one turmeric pill isnt enough for me, at least 4 or 5 does the trick for me.

I was never able to get over my eating disorder with just one thing, it took many different things to finally stop me from binging, but if something helped i could really tell it, and would continue to do it, if i didnt see a difference, i stopped taking it. Ive spent thousands and thousands of dollars trying different things. Ive gone to hospitals too and told them what i was going through, after 2 or 3 times of them telling me that i was depressed and them wanting to put me on prozac, it finally occured to me that i was going to have to fight this on my own. Its been a long hard road and my health isnt perfect but i can say today that i no longer have an eating disorder.

I think there could be quite a few reasons why you are bloating, curezone is a gold mine of knowledge, I can only tell you what has worked for me but what you could do is search curezone and look for specific things that you are dealing with like the bloat, for example i typed in bloating in and this persons testimony came up.

"Years ago I was reading up on minerals (lots of stuff from Bernard Jensen among others) and how some problems, including bloating, were partly related to sodium not being sufficiently balanced with other minerals, like potassium. Some people balance by eating seaweed (I love Dulse) or a green drink mixture. I don't use regular unbalanced table salt for cooking. Morton Lite Salt from the grocery store has added potassium and tastes pretty much the same. At first I ate and craved a lot of seaweed, but then it went away and I only eat some and have hardly any bloating"

Curezone has really helped me in that way. Have you ever tried a liver flush, some people really get good results with them, Im doing one tonight. Taking iodine, parasite cleansing has also help a lot of people. I know all this stuff seems overwhelming, but if you have any questions im more than willing to help, and there are tons of people on curezone that loves to help too.

I can relate to the last poster, saying, " I dont when the natural methods will work!!"

Well, like you, I ruined my body with starvation and bulimia.

It was after I had my child. I was 75 pounds over weight. I tried to exercise and diet, but seemed to be making no progress, so I resorted to juicing and fasting, but in an unhealthy way.

the first 26 pound lost looked good. But then, I kept trying to lose the weight through starvation/(and throwing up when there was a transgression).

I did lose another 26 pounds, and I am down to what I thought would be my goal weight, but it did not happen rightaway.

Like you, I had fat deposits. Like you, I could bloat up over eating nothing!!

Eventually, I was able to settle into an exercise routine and that was the key. Cardio, and Callenetics will do the trick. (Callenetic exercises are POWERFUL!! And you will shrink two inches in 6 weeks)

I dont advise weight training. I know that is taboo. Weight training just made me bigger. I bulked up, yeah, I was stronger, but I still had visible fat. Who cares if you have abs, if they are packed in fat!!!!


Here is my point.

Its going to take time.

no matter what method you choose.

Your body is fighting you and does not trust you, so each healthy change is going to take time.

with me, I yo-yo'd so so much that I can no longer lose weight in a linear fashion. I have to diet, exercise, diet exercise, and maybe after about a month, my body will drop 5 pounds.

I 've started to journal my progress, and hindsight that is what the calculation looks like.

You have to exercise at least 4 days a week, AND watch your diet.

Because your body is in recovery from bulimia, its going to take a minimum of six months, possibly up to a year of a consistent routine for you to get your body back.

Even if you go RAW, VEGAN, etc. emotionally you will feel better right away, but physically, in terms of suppleness, and no cellulite, its going to take six months.