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Searching for an answer.....
and getting close to finding it.
Date: 10/9/2006 8:36:27 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1857 times My husband is terrific.
I am a gym rat. I love the gym. The smell, the music, the sweat, the movement. The push to go further. I've really missed that and the past few evenings I've been able to go back to it. Feels good. I'd like to make that my new career, the binding of what you enjoy with helping others reach their goals. That would be great! I'm on the path, and getting close to figuring it out. Feels good.
I'm listening to the news, it's all not good. Weapons, murder, people getting hurt. I don't get to hear the news often, and that is a good thing.
Food changes are going well. As I looked at the title of this blog I've realized that I haven't weighed myself in 2 days. This is huge for me. Tells me that I'm heading in the right direction. I've been appreciating my body for what it tells me, how strong it is, how it can comfort the young and move through this life of mine. I'm learning to love it as it is, and what it will become over time. This is important to me because my dear baby girl is seven and I don't want her to have the problems I've always had.
At 16 I was told I was fat and given diet pills. At 20 I was told I was fat and given laxatives. At 30 I was thin but living on caffeine and cookie dough and diet soda. At 40 I'd like to be healthy with the habits kicked. I need to find out about doing a liver cleanse, I'm sure because I've never done one, that I'm overdue. BTW--I haven't taken a lax in years, and am weaning off the diet pills (it's been a few days). I still have the caffeine fix, but am not into cookie dough--don't ask about diet soda--you don't want to know.
That's about it for tonight, it's getting late and I'm tired. So there it is:-)
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