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September is here.....
A life worth living.....
Date: 9/4/2006 8:36:09 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1867 times and I really need to get on track....I used to be so focused on eating well and taking great care of myself. I'm down and would almost say depressed over not being able to properly manage this. Sad, sad, sad. I look at a famous tabloid picture of a very skinny girl and think 'she has control over her body'. Totally screwed up of me. I'm trying to only eat in the evenings, but a trip to the inlaws totally screwed that up.
I'm tired, I'm sick and tired, I'm ready for a change. And september is here. I'll work at it a little more--put more perspective on this.
Liquids and then food. My husband however is really losing weight, and he doesn't need to. He's downright skinny.....
Maybe I just need to focus how great it really is to stay home. Enough of a vent, enough. I need to take my Humaworm (working great) and get to bed. Soon.
I really do love my life and children and husband. I have the dream, I just need to be happy with this dream and make it mine. There is so much pain in the world, so many who would trade in a minute and I am really ungrateful. Truely. Realizing this and remembering this seems to be the key. I feel like it would be insulting to my husband to write it on a mirror or something. But, maybe a different wording and I could.....maybe!!
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