Day 2

I hope this gets easier. Here I am on day two and I feel like I'm counting the seconds until I get to day 30.....

Date:   5/24/2006 4:53:24 PM   ( 18 y ) ... viewed 2000 times

Oh how I want to eat! I started my morning off by reading Romans again first thing upon waking. I had an awful sleep last night. I was in bed by 9 pm and slept until 1 and after that it was tossing and turning until I had to wake at 5. Today I was definitely off. Everything and everyone irritated me which isn't a good thing because my job involves being around and taking care of people. I couldn't wait for the day to end. At home I tried to get in a nap but again I couldn't wind down enough to sleep. My mother made a lovely smelling dinner tonight which she kept asking me to eat but I declined saying I wasn't hungry only thristy and instead had some juice. When I'm away from home I have no problem sticking with my juice fast. I juice some fruit then carry it with me in my water bottles. I have no problem resisting the free cookies, the cafeteria lunch special or my regular morning coffee with creme and sugar....At home its a completely different story, it's like food is just calling me from every direction and all I want to do is eat it! I feel like if I could just get away from here, like go live in someone else's house for a month or so I could do this fast without question....

I hope this gets easier. Here I am on day two and I feel like I'm counting the seconds until I get to day 30.....

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