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Day 4 of Post Water Fast - 1st Bi-daily post -First half
My daily Journey to a healthier life style
Date: 4/29/2011 1:48:35 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 55826 times
April 29, 2011
I woke up well rested and happy around 6:30 a.m. when my alarm went off. I realized how cold I was as well. The radio said that it got to 40 degree out as a low, so that would make sense when I was cold. I had all the heaters off as it was nicer out, no reason to spend more money having them on. I tried to get up, but Mekong wasn't having it. It probably because I was wanted to get up earlier then I normally get up. I talked to God about such a wonderful day I had yesterday. I talked to him about this whole new "Jason" thing. I told him that I was still very leery about him and talking to him. I know that I need to socialize with people my age and make new friends, but I certainly wasn't looking for a new relationship and I was making sure that I didn't feel pushed or even led into one. I talked to Him about setting some boundaries regarding Jason. I told God that I would tell Jason that I am not ready to pursue a relationship with any guy right now, but I would be will to have a friendship and build upon that. I will tell him that I am not one to rush into relationship or friendships as good friendships are developed over time, and I am in no hurry, so if he is, then he is expecting too much from me. I realize that I have to keep boundaries to protect myself and keep my integrity in tact. One problem with the guy is that I lost my boundaries with the him and so then he treated me like crap, as I lost control on how I allowed him to treat me. I didn't respect myself as much as he didn't respect me. I am NOT allowing that to happen again.
I cleaned my car out before I went to work, talked to my Christian neighbor, who was very caring and concerned when the guy moved out. I told her that I was doing great, and healing well. I shared with her that I was back in church and reading my Bible again. She was really happy about that. She told me that I looked much happier then I had been. I told her that it was some work, but I have been maturing. I told her that I just started reading a book called "Boundaries" which is Biblical based, what a Christian friend gave me last year. She was familiar with it and told me that is a great book for me to be reading. I told her that I think I am in the right frame of mind to be reading it and applying it. It was a nice conversation.
I had enough time to pack my lunch and dinner, and eat breakfast. I packed an apple and some broccoli to steamed over at Christy's house for my dinner. I love doing things in my kitchen once again. Cat food no longer smells tempting to me anymore. LOLOLOL.
Of course on the way to work, I heard all about Prince William getting married. I am happy for them, but I am just happy the whole thing is over with. It is just a bunch of drama for the world to pay attention to. I hope they are happier then William's mother was in her life. At least he married for love, and not unlike his mother was introduced into his father. Dianna was fodder to Prince Charles, because she has a royal lineage background. They did fall in love, but their meeting was based on the urging of others, unlike Prince William's new wife. They met at school and cultivated a relationship together that resulted in marriage, which I believe will be very happy. I guess I am just a little bit jealous, because they are a bit younger then me, and they are getting married. I probably is one reason why I didn't want to focus too much on their upcoming nuptials. A little painful in the relationship department for me.
I was hoping to see footage of the last space shuttle launch, but they canceled it due to some heating problem. I am a little bit disappointed, but I know they will schedule it again, so I will just wait until that time.
The day has been a little bit busy at work, but I know that the rest of the day will be slow. It doesn't help that I am alone, which makes it seem even longer for me. I guess one good thing to focus on it that I am going over to Christy's after work. Yay, I get to leave at 4:00 p.m. since it is Friday. Not too much longer!
I will keep you posted on the rest of my evening.
God bless!
FOOD INTAKE:
BREAKFAST: (8:15 a.m.) a quarter of apple (Jonagold) and a strawberry
DRINK: Oolong Tea (A coffee cup)
SNACK: (around 10:30 a.m.) 3 strawberries
LUNCH: (around 12:30) 1/4 cup of leafy greens (Fresh Express spring greens) with sliced strawberries on top. No dressing yet
DRINK: Oolong Tea (a coffee cup)
SNACK: Unknown as of yet
DINNER: Unknown as of yet.
SNACK Unknown as of yet
EXERICISE: Unknown as of yet
WATER INTAKE: 24 ounces of water so far
WEIGHT: 114 pounds
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