Gearing up to try try again

restarting my journey.

Date:   4/2/2008 3:34:00 PM   ( 16 y ) ... viewed 2940 times

Ok. Kinda disappointed in myself as i have went right back to eating crap. I havent weighed again yet, as i know ill just be pissed.

Planning on starting again on next monday, hoping i can make it 40 days. I know this is something i am being led to do, I just have to get it out of my head that i will fail. After some self reflection about coming off on the 9th day, i know i was self medicating. I was so upset and hurt about some things i dont even want to go into, all i wanted was for the hurt to go away. I guess atleast im not medicating with pot and crank anymore, but i guess food is just as effective of a drug!

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