see you soon 17 y
“Don't let anyone tell you that you have to be a certain way. Be unique. Be what you feel.”
Melissa Etheridge quotes (American Singer, b.1961)
“Each second we live is a new and unique moment of the universe, a moment that will never be again. And what do we teach our children? We teach them that two and two make four, and that Paris is the capital of France. When will we also teach them what they are? We should say to each of them: Do you know what you are? You are a marvel. You are unique. In all the years that have passed, there has never been another child like you. Your legs, your arms, your clever fingers, the way you move. You may become a Shakespeare, a Michelangelo, a Beethoven. You have the capacity for anything. Yes, yo ... read more
day 3 17 y
“There's an alternative. There's always a third way, and it's not a combination of the other two ways. It's a different way.”
David Carradine quotes (American actor b.1936)
()=goal
Symptoms:
skin:
face a little dry (goal:smooth)
neck smooth (smooth)
shoulder smoooth(smooth)
chest scattered bruises,easily irritated by sweat (smooth)
abdomen smooth
pelvis a little dry, inflammation down to slight (smooth, no inflammation)
upper arm smooth, dull (fair, smooth)
elbow dry, slight inflammation, easily irritated by sweat (smooth, no inflammation, no bruises, able to see radial vein)
lower arm smooth, spotting [skin renewing to fairer complexion] (smooth, fair)
right hand a little wrinkled at 1st intermetacarpel joints(as smooth and fine as left hand)
r ... read more
Day 2 17 y
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”
()=goal
Symptoms:
skin:
face a little dry (goal:smooth)
neck smooth (smooth)
shoulder a little dry (smooth)
chest scattered bruises,easily irritated by sweat (smooth)
abdomen smooth
pelvis a little dry, inflammation down to slight (smooth, no inflammation)
upper arm smooth, dull (fair, smooth)
elbow dry, slight inflammation, slightly bruised (smooth, no inflammation, no bruises, able to see radial vein)
lower arm smooth, spotting [skin renewing to fairer complexion] (smooth, fair)
right hand a little wrinkled (as smooth and fine as left hand)
right wrist sightly dry, bruises ... read more
Thank you but no thank you 17 y
No I am not religious
I believe in God, but I am not going to call myself a Christian anymore. Today, I met a doctor introduced to consider being my guarantor of my TFL. I was not surprised that he turned me down since he had not known me before. His explanation started out alright but it continued till it bordered on irksome. He is a staunch Christian, and he felt that from his prayers to God, God communicated to him not to help me because this was not a missionary course. OK, I can handle that. When he asked me why I moved out of the house, I briefly explained that my parents and I had sever conflicting views ... read more
Reading during the water fast (4pg/day) 17 y
http://www.soilandhealth.org/02/0201hyglibcat/020127shelton.III/020127.toc.htm
The HYGIENIC SYSTEM
By HERBERT M. SHELTON
D.P., N.D., D.C., D.N.T., D.N. Sc., D.N. Ph., D.N. Litt., Ph. D., D. Orthp.
Author of
HUMAN LIFE, ITS PHILOSOPHY AND LAWS
NATURAL DIET OF MAN
HYGIENIC CARE OF CHILDREN
NATURAL CURE OF SYPHILIS
NATURAL CURE OF CANCER
BASIC PRINCIPLES OF NATURAL HYGIENE
ETC., ETC.
Vol. III
FASTING and SUN BATHING
First Edition 1934
Third Revised Edition 1950
WANT OF APPETITE is not always a morbid symptom, nor even a sign of imperfect digestion. Nature may have found it necessary to muster all the energies of our system for some s ... read more
Day 1 again Here we go again...Wish me luck 17 y
“Hatred paralyses life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it.”
Martin Luther King, Jr. quotes (American Baptist Minister and Civil-Rights Leader. 1929-1968)
Symptoms:
skin:
face smooth
neck smooth
shoulder smooth (is this just a passing phase cos it feels very nice)
chest a little dry
abdomen smooth
pelvis a little dry
upper arm smooth
elbow dry, a little shiny, slight inflammation
lower arm smooth
right wrist smooth
hand smooth
inner thigh a little dry
back thigh smooth
knee cap mildly dry, scattered bruises skin has repaired
back of knee dry, inflammed (omg i hate this part)
lower leg (front) dry and dull (maybe if I dont touch the skin, it will renew and heal faster)
feet ventrum dry and mildly inflammed, slight improvemen ... read more
End of short fast 17 y
had to break the fast today
I had to interrupt my fast today because the mother of a child I am tuitioning insisted that I tried her luxuriant dumplings she specially bought for me. Sigh. Anyway, I will restart the 21 day water fast tomorrow--again. No more excuses.
I had a weak moment today when I broke down. Life is such a paradox. I am such a strong character yet I have such a fragile inner core. Although I have struggled with my weight since young (no, I am not fat), a consequent of my multiple eating disorders and diet changes, today it hit me very hard when I saw girls my age being able to flaunt their bodie ... read more
detox n eczema 17 y
Happy cleansing.
The following is a fabricated story about a set of triplets who were separated at birth.
The point of the story? To highlight the best possible way to eradicate eczema and at the same time live a full, healthy and powerful lifestyle.
So here goes. Once upon a time a set of girl triplets were born and adopted by three separate families within hours of being born.
Treatments of Eczema for Sister #1. Sister #1 from birth grew up on a diet of raw foods. She ate fruit, vegetables, nuts and whole grain. Sister #1 experienced superior health. She never suffered with Eczema or Asthma. As ... read more
Looking ahead 17 y
“People who say that life is not worthwhile are really saying that they themselves have no personal goals which are worthwhile. Get yourself a goal worth working for. Better still, get yourself a project. Always have something ahead of you to ''look forward to'' / to work for and hope for.”
Maxwell Maltz quotes (US plastic surgeon, motivational author, and creator of the Psycho-Cybernetics, 1927-2003
I made a comment to a friend today that struck me. I told her,” I am not a high school kid anymore and I prefer it that way. There were too many bad memories during my teens and I don’t want to go back. I am only looking forwards from now on.”
Who am I? I am a child of God. I am a medical student, aspiring to be a good doctor who contributes immensely to both humanity and science. I am currently exploring the different specialities of medicine; I am interested in neurosurgery but have began to see potential in paedeattrics. I just turned 21 this year. I enjoy travelling the mediterranea ... read more
day 4 17 y
“The greatest wealth is to live content with little.”
Plato quotes (Ancient Greek Philosopher He was the world's most influential philosopher. 428 BC-348 BC)
Symptoms:
skin:
face smooth
neck dry
shoulder dry
chest dry
abdomen smooth
pelvis dry
upper arm smooth
elbow dry, slight inflammation
lower arm smooth
right wrist smooth
hand smooth
inner thigh a little dry
back thigh smooth
knee cap mildly dry, scattered bruises skin has repaired
back of knee dry, inflammed
lower leg (front) dry and dull (i call tell the old skin is beginning to wrinkle and peel off--renew)
feet ventrum dry and mildly inflammed
ankles ok
tongue: thin white film on whole tongue
odour:--
BM:--
others:drank cucumber broth (insisted by a friend during ... read more
Nobody's Fool 17 y
Avril Lavigne
Fall back
Take a look at me
And you’ll see I’m for real
I feel what only I can feel
And if that don’t appeal to you
Let me know
And I’ll go
’Cuz I flow
Better when my colors show
And that’s the way it has to be
Honestly
’Cuz creativity could never bloom
In my room
I’d throw it all away before I lie
So don’t call me with a compromise
Hang up the phone
I’ve got a backbone stronger than yours
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la
[chorus]
If you’re trying to turn me into someone else
Its easy to see I’m not down with that
I’m not nobody’s fool
If y ... read more
day 3 17 y
Focus 90% of your time on solutions and only 10% of your time on problems.
Anthony J. D'Angelo
Symptoms:
skin:
face smooth
neck dry
shoulder dry
chest dry
abdomen smooth
pelvis dry
upper arm smooth
elbow dry, slight inflammation
lower arm smooth
right wrist smooth
hand smooth
inner thigh a little dry
back thigh smooth
knee cap mildly dry, scattered bruises skin has repaired
back of knee dry, inflammed
lower leg (front) dry and dull (i call tell the old skin is beginning to wrinkle and peel off--renew)
feet ventrum dry and mildly inflammed
ankles ok
tongue: thin white film on whole tongue
odour:--
BM:--
others:
overall:dizzy, slightly weak
sleep: 6 hrs
... read more
day 2 17 y
i'm losing my mind
Symptoms:
skin:
face smooth
neck smooth
shoulder dry
chest dry
abdomen smooth
pelvis dry
upper arm smooth
elbow dry,
lower arm smooth
right wrist smooth
hand smooth
inner thigh a little dry
back thigh smooth
knee cap mildly dry, inflamation, scattered bruises skin has repaired
back of knee dry, inflammed
lower leg (front)dry scattered bruises, dry and dull
feet ventrum dry and mildly inflammed
ankles ok
tongue: thin white film on whole tongue
odour:--
BM:--
others:
overall:could use more sleep
sleep: 2 hrs
Exercise
1.went to clinics
2.taught my student at ... read more
Day 1 17 y
Between stimulus and response there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and our freedom.
Viktor E. Frankl
Symptoms:
skin:
face dry
neck dry
shoulder dry
chest dry
abdomen smooth
pelvis dry
upper arm smooth
elbow dry, slight inflammation
lower arm smooth
right wrist smooth
hand smooth
inner thigh a little dry
back thigh smooth
knee cap mildly dry, inflamation, skin has repaired
back of knee dry, inflammed
lower leg (front)dry scattered bruises, dry and dull
feet ventrum dry and mildly inflammed
ankles ok
tongue: thin white film on whole tongue
odour:--
BM:--
others:
overall:could use more sleep
sleep: 10 hrs
Exercise
1.went to clinics
2.taught my student at Pa ... read more
my innocence 17 y
lindsay lohan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MgZZ_AEX2E
I was born a fighter
I was born on a rainy day
I’ve had my share of pain
But you’ve missed most of that
So many other things you had to do
You looked after you
Do you remember what u did
Do you know just what you’ve missed?
Do you care about what I have to say?
You took my innocence away and never had a chance to
You broke me in with your mistakes and thanks for the break through
But you won’t bring me down
I always come around
You took my innoncence away but the best of me stayed
It could be your blood running through al ... read more
innocence 17 y
Ben Ozgur bir Kadinim
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJiECh6UwhQ
Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it’s so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn’t change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don’t go away
I need you now
And I’ll hold on to it
Don’t you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it’s so clear
Feel calm, I b ... read more
the day before my fast 17 y
“Try not to do too many things at once. Know what you want, the number one thing today and tomorrow. Persevere and get it done.”
dmg George Allen quotes (American football Coach. Noted for his hard-driving work ethic. 1922-1990)
I tried to start my 21 day water fast today. It worked out fine till evening then I finally gave in to my cravings and had cookies and wheat biscuits. I am not sure why, but I suppose I lost the will to fight the cravings.
During the day, I experienced constant cravings and my mind was swarmed with thoughts of foods, especially biscuits and chips. I spent a lot of energy fighting them but eventually succeeded when I persevered and continued my work.
In the end though, I still failed. But it is ok. There is tomorrow.
So here goes.
Here is a brief writeup about me. I am a medical ... read more
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