yep..thats it..i am basically always wondering would i have the awareness i have without the LSD or would i have an equal amount or more...i dont regret doing it..i had some crazy, psychic, unexplainable, mind bending, absolutely out of this consciousness things happen..moments that changed the way i look at life,the way i think, act..well, there is my answer i guess..NO..i would not be the same person without the LSD..those experiences molded who i am today, the outlook i have on life, the way i relate to the world and my little place as part of it.. and without those experiences, manifested in thought and action, i would not be the Myself that i am today..its funny that it took posting on a regret forum to really understand that my "regret" may have been the only thing that saved my consciousness from being consumed. PS..i love plants..i pet them when i walk around,well i dont actually sit there and pet them but a nice little love stroke..send them good thoughts too..