Fellow restless hearts

The world is going through a transition right now... it is as if it is time to tie up loose ends...to forgive...yet the physical element attached to our souls can only see this time as a betrayal to their chances to find genuine affection...that holy grail of physical expectation... yet God has only spoken audibly to me three times in my life...the last was when I was shattered physically, emotionally, spiritually, homeless...alone...in severe pain and angry with God yet...at the end of my rope still calling out to God... God told me,"I didn't promise you that people would not break your heart...People will break your heart...."(there was a drop in the inflection toward the end of the word heart before the audible pause... then God said to me matter of fact..." I promised you that I would never leave you nor forsake you."

It is our choice to visit the tragic here in the underworld yet because we forgot our contracts to leave the side of God who is love...we may come to blame the God who is love but love's intention is never to leave us...it is our choice to leave love...like a rebellious seventeen year old kicking herself out of her mother's house...for that boy promising her his love... We can still blame our mother for our rebellious nature but it did not come from our mother...it came from our soul turning away from love because we wanted to create our own worlds and become our own god but we who choose to enter the world of death and dying have no one to blame but our restless heart... Tweet