Re: FIRE THE GRID - Need your help!
I will read someone's personal NDE experience that comes to this forum to post it because it seems that finding this little corner of the universe would be by divine appointment. I still have to put on my objective hat on to prevent my NDE, which I see in front of my eyes constantly, from merging together with another's NDE. You see, for me, the other side is more real than here. I have to live here. It takes a lot of energy for me not to just let go... When someone posts a second hand account, I almost always decline reading them or in this case viewing them. Watching just the first fifteen minutes of the "Firing the Grid" put me way too far into my own NDE...longing for home. Knowing what I know now, I would never willingly come back here to the underworld again. It is settled for me, yet I still want to finish up a few projects...see my children grow up...I have a wonderful job teaching blind children and adults to see non-visually without their eyes... It is amazingly powerful learning for me and makes staying here in this world more tolerable...still it is a tenuous existence. This world of illusions is not real but keeping the illusion going prevents me from just walking out of my body... The other side pulls me in... If I were to become consumed by the other side... I might no longer be capable of staying...and meld into the spirit world... For the outside world that might look like physical death... All that said, I believe in the sanctity of life....so you see...you can probably tell that I am conflicted... I don't want to be here and I do want to be here...
I also said I will never return to a body again...but I have seen a place...in my NDE... much like the earth we live in now...it is in the same geographical location....but it is free of sickness...death...addiction... I might come back to that earth..."Firing the Grid" seems a perfect time to raise the waves of love that I witnessed in my own NDE. If we all go together, perhaps we can help roll the light that I saw in my NDE across the whole globe...rooting out unlove wherever the waves of love go... The lady who experienced the NDE in "Firing the Grid" must be getting instructions to raise the waves of love... I also do this in my own way... I will participate... I see the world at a low point in shades of gray...perhaps we can all ride into that light of love...surfing the love waves could be a wonderful day...