Re: I am in a really bad place right now.

A very long message from you, great, it's good to get those feelings out.

Your state of mind sounds very much like mine not so long ago, and although I'm not qualified in anything (yet) and am hardly experienced in anything discussed on this forum, I'd like to give you a few tools that have helped me and might be of help to you too.

I'm going to write just a quick one, as I've personally found out that the less talk and emotions the better, just get straight to the point, take massive action, and ignore any and all objections popping into your head.


1. Firstly, you could work on your stress and negativity levels. You've already adopted the "who cares" attitude which, in this case, is probably better for you, a sign of letting go of this big uncontrollable mess. I would suggest meditation, spending time with mates, outdoors and sunshine, and perhaps the Hicks' Law of Attraction teachings would interest you - all of these are completely or nearly free, and have worked wonders for me. Honestly, worth a go! De-stressing is also a major factor that will affect your acidity. Therefore this step should be a top priority, and only after working intensively on your stress levels you could concentrate on cleanses again.

2. Do even look into getting a new job. Need motivation? Anthony Robbins is the King of self-improvement, and I found his "Awaken the Giant Within" in a second-hand store for 40 cents. Even the full price on any book of his is well worth it. (Trust me, I'm an unqualified hospitality worker myself and know exactly how you feel with money!!)

3. If you would like to get into natural improvement of your eyes without any glasses, this is what I did: Simply read the Bates method book about eye improvement. It's been discussed here on CureZone before, I can't remember the whole name now, but the book's an investment I'll never regret! And yes it'll be worth the trouble, my eyes are both about -8 diopters, it costs a fortune to buy contacts!

4. With the teeth, simply, you need to get them sorted. First, you might want to look into getting the new job and improving your financial situation. But whatever you do, stop whipping yourself and wallowing in the self-pity. There are always only two solutions to any problem - either you accept the way things are (the easy way), or you do something about them (the hard way, but the ONLY way to improve)!!

5. How about moving out of the US? It's not the best place to be! Travelling, letting go, seeing better and worse conditions, making new mates and having a good time would definitely cheer you up!

You writing here is already a big step forward, you know you need a change and are already doing something about it, so don't stop now! If you make even one small improvement every day, you'll be so much further even in a month's time!

Jo