Back to Square One!

Hello again guys/gals:), well im still not doing well at all. Finally found out the root of my problems has been heavy metal toxicity. So over the past 2 weeks i have been to the several different doctors and have got nowhere. Half dont even know what toxic metals are, one didnt know what betaine hcl(im deficient in this) was, one just about didnt even know what potassium(also deficient). None of them knew what IV EDTA was for chelation. So i am back to square one, i have no money what so ever to buy oral edta, i have bankrupted my family so far trying to get well, i see nowhere to go, still have no job because cant until half of my symptoms are eradicated or id be hopeless. I dont want to look at crime to fund my health quests how silly would that look.

Im not even sure i have the strength to visit another Doctor as everytime i leave with nothing it is making me crazier, im really not sure about my mental health at this point, i really hate my body and the way i look which doesnt help my confidence and recently if someone has slagged me i have flipped and cannot control this anger. Im worried what i could do if someone made me flip at this point in time so im avoiding everyone at all costs just now better that than jail. It just shows you how my illnesses can take a toll on a kids head.

Lost 4 years of my childhood to this crap im either going for suicide or something has to get worked out ASAP.

Sorry just needed a rant and a cry, and you's are always very helpful getting me back on some path.

Anyhelp is appreciated
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