my indigo daughter...and i came full circle tonight

So I've known for a few years that my daughter and I are both indigos...I'm 25 , she's 5. she and I have butt heads it seems since birth...she was also so sure of herself, she spoke at 4 months, has always "acted grown" so that was our main clashing point. I fell into my mother's old role with me...yelling, arguing with her, trying to control her and get her to be submissive as a child. all along this nagging in my head that I didn't want to be my mother and I was missing something ...like i wasn't getting it....then tonight I looked in my daughter's eyes after a spat (she refused a bath and I yelled and threatened timeout in order to make her take one)and I saw myself.and all at once i remembered a book I just read..the celestine phrophecy.(it took me over a year to finish it)something i read was about treating children as adults..only so far as with the same respect..and then my thoughts went to the books I read about indigos...then immediately my thought went to the angel card readings i had done and the last 2 times I got a card that said " your divine purpose involves working with children" and I laughed and said "yeah right" i can't work with my own daughter" then 2 weeks ago i got the chance to visit my fathers grave out of state and go there alone for the first time in my life (he passed when i was 4)and i got a clear message that yes I am the right field (massage therapy) and that I was going to work with children...i again questioned this and laughed....then when i got back in town i was telling my husband about this clear message and the angel card reading coincidence and my thoughts flashed to a forum I had found a week earlier here on curezone....about inner child work.. i remembered how interested i found it....then my mind "clicked" and i thought "hey maybe that is it..maybe i will work with inner children...not just children" anyways i found curezone when i was looking for candida info after i found the rash on my leg was caused by it (23 months the rash haunted me) so i feel this was where the chain of coincidences started..with the rash( funny how the book i just read was about coincidences too) Can i tell you that the rash is healing now? it has turned 2 shades lighter, completely flattened and started to go awak a bit...could it be that the whole purpose of that rash was to bring me closer to my divine purpose? HOW INTENSE!

anyways when i looked in my daughter's eyes i knew she was an old soul and needed to be treated with respect and nor tricked into submission...so i realize that I was repeating my mother's mistakes....tomorrow is a new day, i had a heart to heart with my daughter tonight and asked for her forgiveness and told her of how we can work together and she was so pleased, she wants nothing more. tomorrow I will begin a new journey...to healing my childhood and the 5 years i missed out on my daughter because of my mindset and working towards a new harmony with my daughter, children and family. Thank you to my fellow curezone members...I feel everyday like i am getting closer to my purpose.

*~BLessings*~

And let's get this board going for indigos! Indigos are trully unique and parenting them can be tough (especially if you are one)...let's help each other on this journey!