Re: Alec Baldwin
He is still alive. I tried everywhichway to have a relationship with him, but a relationship with him didn't have good relating in it. I quit trying and talking to him in October last year. Long story, but I had a revelation that I could not resolve to have no more abuse in my life, yet keep him in my life. That made the resolution invalid.
Yes, dad has an illness. He has cbronic and debilitating narcissism. And unfortunately, since it goes untreated, he is slowly dying from it. He has lots of money, but his daughters and grandchildren won't go near him, his friends are leaving one by one because as he gets older, his mask slips more and more and people see him clearly much more quickly. So he is alone in his big house with his righteousness to keep him company. I love him, and I am sad for him, but it got down to a matter of my survival or his, and I finally chose myself.
I don't really feel "how awful for me" anymore, I feel "how sad for him" when I think of all the wonderful women and children and friends he was sent that he ran off. As if God kept sending him flowers and he kept throwing them to the ground and stomping them, all the while insisting that he loves flowers...