Re: Fear of birth

Hey there - you have very good reason to be afraid.

Your inner self seems be speaking loud and clear. You know that you don't want to be a parent.

Having a child to hold on to a man is a terrible thing to do, even when the woman also had being a mom in her life's plans.

You and your boyfriend may not be compatible, as this is an issue of much importance.

If you do not have a biological child, he will resent you. And if you have one for his benefit you will resent him, the child and the child will feel the sadness of it all.

Feeling unwanted will travel with that child making life a sad scary, lonesome and difficult journey.

Being a good mother, takes more than wanting, takes more than you are willing to give in the best of circumstances. Takes loving more than you love yourself or any one else in your life. Takes more than it is possible to imagine.

If it is not wthin your spirit - do respect that you have such a clear inner voice.

No man is worth sacrificing the well being of a brand new soul. For once it is born, you cannot return it.

Hope you can get over you fear of doing what is best for you.

MadArt (ist)