Yes that makes much more sense I definitely got the Feeling that you would be 'leaving' the symbols very much agree that the natural healing thing is the way to go for you. When you say it's more than a job, that is what I mean when I tell people to follow their bliss.
Take this as motivation and as a sign of faith that things will improve to the point where it will all work out for you. When you let go after a sign like this then all falls into place, just be there when it does. How can you not?
I feel very pleased with how things may turn out for you. Not only are you going in the right direction with your dreams, you're going in the right direction with your entire being-life is lived according to what we dream or what is conceived and perceived in the mind.